my life is over. again. surprisingly, it's because of math. again.

seriously.. i could have done this, i could have done that, could have scored better here and there.. checking the paper made me feel even worse than before, knowing i CAN do it but i just got i wrong anyway.

that's why when i got back my math paper i went into shock. for ten minutes. i couldn't think logically. i just sat there, stunned and shocked. i didn't even cry. yea. and it totally helps that someone who did really well sat in front of me and cried. i think that's what that set me off.. i just snapped. snapped quietly, like a muffled gunshot through the pillowcase.. thanks though, lava, for always being there for me. yea and literally lending me your shoulder(: i really, really appreciate it. i couldn't even talk. i was just so heartbroken. so stupid, right?


anyway. alot of ncc air ppl failed first math test.. this time's second test also fail. we all like some loser math club likethat. alamak. but, people like JULIE don't have to worry. a typical convo goes like this (never fails to amuse me. shall ask her again tmr.. HEE HEE see if i'm psychic):

Me (M): eh julie! how did you do for math?
Julie (J): haiyah.. not so good lah.
M: not so good? like.. hmm. 48/50?
J: no lah.. where got so good. really very very screwed.
M: what did you get?
J: very screwed. 47.5 only.
M: TSK TSK. so screwed ah julie! how can you?? sighs.. i FAILED, julie!
J: huh?! how can that be? sure anot.. fake me one right!
M: ahahaha cheat you got money meh. really lah!
J: how can anyone fail that paper? i mean, it's okay wad.. dont fake me lah i bet you passed.
M: AHHAAH i'll kill you tmr, julie.


yes. that's what happen after math everytime((: shall ask her tmr. anyway, won't bring my phone on friday and saturday. so wun sms. haha. OMG anyway random but when you tell ppl that you failed it somehow console ppl.. i mean yea, when i see ppl sad i'll tell them, hey i got worse than you. so cheer up! then they'll cheer up like super alot. so much, that i feel a little annoyed. heh.


went to buy camp food today, had to use 2 trolleys. got one auntie walk past scrutinise me and the loaves and loaves of bread.. so embarassing! like we preparing for natural disaster likethat. hoho. ohwell! camp tmr. bye.


live to tell the tale.

KEVIN haahahha okay. realised haven't talked to you on msn since forever.
TIFFANY whatever! when will julie get married?? hahahaha. so MEAN xD phhfffts!
TEDDY thanks for being there!
XINNIE ALAMAK where got like party girl.. my fren say i look GUAI okay. puhLEASE:D ANYWAY piggyback! ahahahahha next time you got children can piggyback them.. eh see i so nice sacrifice myself let you practise man! TEEHEE.







SPECS COURSE! we'll know who get selected and who don't tmr. wish us luck.