[haha this is really funny. at 2:10, "just a little bit louder, this song is intended for humans" HEEHEE]

I've been living with a shadow overhead 

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed 

I've been lonely for so long 

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on



I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away 

Just in case I ever need em again someday 

I've been setting aside time 

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind 



All I want to do is find a way back into love 

I can't make it through without a way back into love 

Oh oh oh 



I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine 

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs 

I know that it's out there 

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere



I've been looking for someone to shed some light 

Not just somebody just to get me throught the night 

I could use some direction 

And I'm open to your suggestions 



Chorus 


And if I open my heart again 

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end 


There are moments when I don't know if it's real 

Or if anybody feels the way I feel 

I need inspiration 

Not just another negotiation 



Chorus

And if I open my heart to you 

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do 

And if you help me to start again 

You know that I'll be there for you in the end


haha. so many things happened.. to many for a short period of time. esp stupid redox reactions. i am completely clueless to it. sheesh. k anyway. went to SSC (singapore science centre) to watch The Paper Airplane Guy for his workshop. haha. it was way, way, way cool. he can enable a plane to stay airborne for 30 minutes flat. it's true. oh haha talking about airborne, it reminds me of a training we once had..

amanda/julie: *reciting airborne cheer, echoing each other*
jaslyn: isn't there a U in airborne?
amanda: you mean like.. airbourne?

HAHA. ooh jokes : D

[WAIT. A.R., if you see this, i think you're psycho. WHO SENDS 33 INVITATIONS OF THE SAME INVITE TO A PERSON? annoying to the max.]

[OH EW A SPIDER CRAWLED INTO MY SIS'S LAPTOP gross. into F10 i think. i shall press that and see if it dies..]

Sea captains don't like CREW cuts hahahaha.

555555555555555555555555555555555555555565656676788

[sorry the spider crawled down to 5. yea.]

A: Let's go suntanning at the beach!
B: but it's raining!
A: yea, because it won't be so hot then..

hahahaahaha. lame. HEEHEE.

k. i shall stop being depressed on this blog.

teacher's day celebration. can't believe i missed the twist. darn. but nvm (: it's a horror show i can't keep my eyes off. then.. skits. remarkably lame. and i can't believe our CO is compared against Yao Ming. and LPL against Ming Dao. sighh. at least D.S. and LCP is inside (: SPIDEY AND PATRICK! hahahahaha. rocks.

then.. they had a durian party. and a rambutan and longan party. lucky them. the smell was overwhelmingly overwhelming.

sad i couldn't meet up with my pri school mates. oh well. yea Jo if you see this sorry : D

julie} hahaha. um, that's cos you haven't had her. but yea. i must love everyone in order to be happy so i'll try..
chloe} HAHAHAHA watching you excited makes me awake. esp seeing how you grab me to hard-ly! interesting xD
teddy} hmm. my friend wanted to give her a clock that was on sale ($1 only) but yea that's not the point. hahaha it's retainers not braces. thanks for your stuff anyway..
jeremy} haha blingbling!

having a headache. gah.

WHY IS LIFE SO -ED UP? gosh.


i must take things into my stride. i must breathe. peace, love, harmony.

SUBWAY! the place which holds many memories. the last time i went was with jul and tiffy. celeste was off doing experiments or whatever that she was doing for science, maybe making an atomic bomb to blow up the school as a senior prank, while jas was having lunch with orienteerers. yea so julie and i decided to share a sandwich!

QUOTE OF THE WEEK

"can i have a foot long turkey breast?"

hahahahah after i said it i was like "hahahahahahaahhahohhohoh" and julie and jaslyn were like O_O LALA. it was super funny (:

and OMG i was eating eating then I SAW THIS TOTALLY GROSS WORM ON MY HAND. more like on my arm but not the POINT and it was wriggling up [which reminds me of celeste and her sectionmate's WORM CRAWL : D] yea and julie was scaring me and tiffy with it HEH.

and we brought it to jaslyn to see (: yea and studied and stuff. wheee.

oh yea. it is super freezing cold now. anyway i know i was kinda annoying today D : sorry if i complained too much to you julie! yepp. so many things happen so yea gtg clear up my life and my table.

p.s. my math tchr rocks. not.

Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style='color:black; font-size: 14pt;'> Your Star Wars Name And Title

Your Star Wars Name: Chaam Cosin Your Star Wars Title: Adncho of Rehtom

Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style='color:black; font-size: 14pt;'> What Amanda Means

A is for Adaptable M is for Mushy A is for Artistic N is for Nice D is for Dramatic A is for Athletic

The Click Five- Empty

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But it's empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I even wonder
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But it's empty
It's empty

Everyone has a game. The game of love. It’s hard to find a player to play the same game as you, much less for you to play her game at the same time. And when you find that you can no longer play the same game as her, you have to quit. That’s the rule. You’re just playing into a heartbreak again. The same heartbreak. Can’t you see? For someone who gives so much and expects so little..

"Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end,
how was I to know?
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
and I who thought you were my friend,
how was I to know?
You never told me"

My GOSH. Sspec briefing was so lame. I can’t believe they did that to us. Okay we were the first air school (note: air. Not first ah. Just first for air only) and we sat and stuff. Then jaslyn was super funny laa.

Tiffy: I thought you wanted to go toilet!

Jaslyn: I don’t want to stand up! Later got butt print! My butt is wet! (it was raining.)

After intense persuasion she went. Tsk so self conscious. Hahaha. So we were walking and some Sir was like, “WHY YOU ROLL YOUR SLEEVES UP? Going for injection is it?” And we were like “..” then we told him it’s our uniform. I was trying so hard to control my laughter I had to walk super quickly out of sight. Goodness. Then in the toilet we were like, “later when we go back we roll down our sleeves, then tell him ‘we finish our injection already’”. HAHA!

Orienteering today. Well done anyway, as long as you tried your best (: well done!

This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name

Raffles NCC Air!

Evolution is pretty amusing. We were learning about natural selection, adaptation is key and stuff. Like when you and your friends are running from a bear, only the strongest survive. One tip: you don’t have to be faster than the bear. You just have to be faster than your friends. So the bear would eat them up and you will survive. Haha!

Brintha told me this from Mr Chandra: Evolution of humans come from monkeys. So the first monkeys must be tamil monkeys. Lols!

BASILOSAURUS. La, la, la.

Gosh Pawa I still am envious hahahah!

QUOTE OF THE DAY: “what’s your point, Pawa? What’s your point?” [sorry it’s internal joke hahahaa]

So what

I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't you need you
And guess what
Im having more fun
Now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright

I'm just fine

show her.

You're Kind of Stupid

You got 7/10 questions right! There's some things most people know... except for you.

hey!!!! whatever! >: (

TAGBOARD}

ANNOUNCEMENT.

EVERYONE PLEASE CHILL.

thank you.

i shall ignore anonymous tags. tsk.

kevin} AGREED.

jeremy} hahahaha umm okkay. hello (:

miranda} actually, huiyi has the most number of unglam photos. think burger. think fork. think huiyi. hahahaha.

teddy} we're trendsetters!

i know people are waiting for us to fail. they are watching us and using eyepower to will us to fail. but we won't succumb. we will try our hardest. we will fight.

Our reputation and legacy is at stake. We fight for keeps, and we have the battle scars to prove it.

HERMAN HAS BETRAYED FRIEND (IE ME) FOR LOVE (IE MIR)!!!! HOW CAN YOU GO TELL MIRANDA HUH HUH HUH YOU AH. TSK.

shall blog more. tmr got titration. better hope they don't give KMnO4 cos it's dark and purple and i had SUCH a HARD TIME washing it off with deionised water (which is distilled water with ions intact, what nonsense) UNTIL I OVERSHOT THE VOLUMETRIC FLASK!!!!

k whatever i must go blog more next time when im free ahahhaha.

QUOTE OF THE DAY.

"you are so lame. like literally." -kevin

hahahahaha soooooooo cold la! hahahaha. ANYWAY(: my gosh miranda is super funny xD we were taking unglam pics of each other HEEHEE super funny la! then she took one of me while i was saying something with an 'o' in it AHHH. lols. oops. i shall be NICE and post one of her posing for the pic! (:


so cute right, miranda(:



the unglam one. she was saying "ummm".




decipher THIS! hint: it looks like a merlion..


kevin} i said some! never say you.. why your reaction so big ah.. hahahahaa. were you sharing the blanket with alot of ppl? (one blanket has like 10 feet under it. hahaha.)
tiffany} hahaha i agree. aw (: i'm glad we went. love endaurompin air super alot! yea conditions like cheryl's scandalous legs or tiffy's scandalous knock-knock at night..
herman} now that you saw her pic, relax.. try not to hyperventilate in excitement (:
shiying} hahaha ehh so not. it's fun. you've gotta admit it XD
chloe} that song was dedicated for you to you..
herman} tiffy, jaslyn, cheryl, julie, kat and me! lol. when're you going?

I AM SLEEPYYYYY. =((



When I was in the supermarket I saw a man and a woman wrapped in a barcode. I asked, "Are you two an ITEM?"

What did the toy store sign say? Don't feed the animals. They are already STUFFED.

HEEHEE.

p.s. talking about papa smurf.. you know when you choke someone he/she'll turn blue right? what happens when you try choking a smurf?

i still miss you =(

Where it's at
I know karma's coming to pay me back
Im with the sweetest thang thats on the map
I broke her heart in 30 seconds flat
In 30 seconds flat

Now how did i
Just how did I become that kind of guy
To look at girl and lie right in the eye
My momma told me willy that aint right
Boy now that aint right

Im s s s sorry
Im s s s sorry
I didnt mean to break your heart [2]
Im s s s sorry
Im s s s sorry
I didnt mean to break ya
B b b b break it baby
Look baby
Im a heartbreaker [6]
Im a heart
A h h h h im a heart
A h h h im a

Where she go
I got some things I gotta let her know
To fix the love now its impossible
But baby baby if we take it slow
If we take it slow
We can make it work
We just cant throw the love down in the dirt
You probly think that im a jerk cause the way I let you down it made you hurt

I didnt mean to make you hurt

[chorus]

Break it down
Lets break it down


THIS SONG IS FOR CHLOE THE HEARTBREAKER. humpf. she told me long time ago we're going to get MARRIED. tsk. then it was 08.08.08 but i sprained my ankle and had to go tuition so i pangsehed her : D AND THEN she fell in love with JANE ONG and now WANG ZI (china scholar. long story.) see i totally dedicated a song to you la please (: nice nice me.

omg i was telling lava my jokes and lava was just screaming her head off (with laughter) and chloe was all "spare me. please. spare me." hahahahahaha. SUPER FUNNY. running halfway across the track saw lava hyperventilating and we thought she was having ASTHMA or something. gila girl. chloe was just "get her away from me. NOW. NOW." hahahahaha.

OMG! i have unglam photo of miranda! hahahaah herman you wanna see? super cute xD (miranda, i mean)

anyway ENDAU ROMPIN ROCKS. pray hard that there'll be a flood : D cos there was a risk of flood so we squeezed into a little wooden hut with sji and acsi. but being gentlemen as many of them are, they generously stretched and took up like, 4/5 the area. and there's someone sleeping on another person's butt. which was mildly amusing in a totally gross way.

anyway it's just awesome la. hahaha. it depends on who's going too.. ;D all the best man!

p.s. I KNOW WHY THEY SEPERATE GIRLS AND GUYS WHEN THEY SLEEP. WOW.
p.p.s. do you know why?
p.p.p.s. gah. i need to write my english AND memorize my chinese. sheesh.
p.p.p.p.s. wait. any guesses?
p.p.p.p.p.s. i'm starting to lose count.
p.p.p.p.p.p.s. it's cos guys are overactive. seriously. they can NOT keep still for a second. not like girls who are in excellent control of their actions and can keep calm (:
p.p.p.p.p.p.p.s. i can't believe ppl can OCD about their sleeves.. wtheck.

why stick to the status quo when you can actually change it? you all HAVE the power you know. sigh. oh well. why must things turn out this way? is that the only way out of this?

and i waited. [love grenade]

OW. the arch of my foot is hurting. AND I JUST HAD TOE(S) CRAMP. my third and fourth toe. now i know how darren feels >_>

k whatever. the day started off BADLY. so i was eating my BREAD and reading the newspapers when i saw this giant picture of some terrorist bombing m'sia or something. the guy's face was bloody and everything. was super nauseous.

LESSON LEARNT: I SHOULD JUST STICK TO READING LIFE! EVERY MORNING.

math, physics and chinese compo. julie reckons she'll fail math, (ie- no more 4.0gp) which means us smart people won't pass well. (clarification: julie=genius, us=smart. self dellusion.)

HA! HA! HA!

pong: HI PING!
ping: HI PONG!
pong: LET'S GO BUY A TV!
ping: OKAY!

--
salesguy: yes? can i help you?
ping: i want to buy *points* THIS tv!
salesguy: sorry, we don't sell to stupid people.
pong: ehh! we find someone else!

--
saleswoman: yes? can i help you?
pong: i want to buy *points* THIS tv!
saleswoman: sorry, we don't sell stuff to stupid people.
ping: how can like that one? i want to meet your manager! i want to complain!
manager: what's the problem?
ping: we want to buy THIS tv but they say they don't sell to stupid people..
manager: sorry miss, that is a microwave.

HAHHAAHAHAHAHA not funny =P



why do you keep holding on to something which doesn't exist? why be self dellusional and ending up hurting yourself? love makes people stupid. sigh.

amandatan} HEY GIRL(: thanks! i'm better, with the sudden toe cramps >_> tsk.
enan} fun? fun? i've forgotten the meaning of fun.. BUT EXAMS ARE OVER (for now) so who cares? hee hee.
julie} NOW you realise..
jolene} lolol. it was funny all the same HEE HEE. pao fight!
herman} oh i went already. heh. it's awesome to the max (: sadly miranda not going..
kevin} SO MUCH FOR VOMITTING BLOOD. what about that CARDIOVASCULAR MUSCLE?

How does the biologist communicate?
With his CELL phone!

What's the difference between a fish and a piano?
You can't TUNA fish.

LA, LA, LA.

wonder what they're doing at Nat Camp. i miss them aww.

okay. i know he looks old-school and retarded but that's not the point (:


k mean xD but IT WAS SO TEMPTING.


mygosh. the combined school's cheerleading for ndp parade brings back memory of cheerleading (: AWESOME. it's not bad, actually, after listening to it a gazillion times and practising it twice as much. sigh i love ndp.

BLACK KNIGHTS! beauiful. but the commentary when they're zooming past each other was LAME. "oh.. oh.. *WHOOSH* WOW! THAT WAS SO CLOSE!! bet you didn't expect that!!"

yea right. i'm SO sure..


p.s. SEE, i DO read your blog often k (:

p.p.s. thanks for everyone for sending me nice messages about my ankle! appreciate it loads.

p.p.p.s. NAT CAMP! wonder what they're doing now..

OMG OMG OMG SUDDENLY REMEMBERED SOMETHING I MUST GO CALL JULIE.


"No one needs you more than I need you."

julie is quite retarded : D

amanda: *passes a spring roll to her*

5 minutes.

10 minutes.

15 minutes.

1 hour.

amanda: are you ever going to eat that?
julie: *poke. poke* what is it?
amanda: it's edible. just eat it.
julie: *poke. poke* what is it?
amanda: it's a SPRING ROLL.
julie: *pokes* what's inside?
amanda: why don't you eat it to find out?? (exasperated)
julie: *poke poke poke* why one side soft one side hard?
amanda: it's soggy cos you left it there for like an HOUR.
julie: *pokitty poke* is there chilly inside?

OMGGGGGGG. and when she put the ankle cream for me, she was like "you'll have a feeling that your ankle is evaporating.."

hahahahaahha. anyway (: I TOTALLY MISSED THE MARCH IN LAAAAAAAAA.

i found a new bruise on my ankle. gah.



A bicycle can't stand on its own because it is two-TIRED(:

PICTURES OMG OMG SUPER FUNNY(:

this is what happens typically during class breaks xD






this is lava! she decides to pop the whole wedge of lemon in her mouth. it you link them tgt, you can make an animation!

hahahahah that girl ah.. nothing to say xD

BRINTHA the horny woman. she was DAMN excited during sexuality video. i was just laughing my head off cos it's DAMN FUNNY and chloe told everyone i was excited. SO NOT!!!!



Janny trying to stop jolene from eating her pao..



"NOOO! NOOO!" just that she didnt say that. her mouth was full.



hahaha the end (: i love my class!

oh. right. forgot to say something. Dr Ler was damn pro la. she unwrapped my foot, looked at it for awhile and said,

"sprain. no torn ligament. no broken bones. i will give you medicine to reduce swelling."

eyepower yo.

argh!! i fell down the stairs!!

date to remember: 08. 08. 08

the date when i first sprained my ankle.

let's recap, shall we?

AUGUST 2005: drowned a handphone.
AUGUST 2006: drowned another handphone.
AUGUST 2007: lost my wallet.
AUGUST 2008: fell down the stairs.

i didnt even know how it happened. i was just walking down the stairs, the next thing i knew i was super close to the floor. fell from the second last step. when i stood up i almost fainted, just saw loads and loads of stars.

i was just staying there wondering what happened then my dad was like "MY GOSH" and then yes ankle hurt-ed and i limped all the way down and on the car i just prayed that it wouldn't hurt when i marched in the flag and during cheerleading.


[it's kai lin not kai ling not kai lan not goldfish..]

anyway so i went. i realised PLATOONMATES are platoonmates for a reason. tell a cheerleader you sprained your ankle. answer from them: can you still dance?
tell a pltnmate you sprained your ankle. answer from them: are you okay?

sigh. yes anyway it was kinda okay. a little screw up but that's alright. couldn't hentak properly. argh. so sorry flag party =(( then when i keblakang-ed i swayed cos i couldn't freaking balance. hope no one saw. oops. then march off, blabla, kailin was super nice love you loads, went to find cheerleaders. changed, tried to find akle guard, failed (thanks julie and jaslyn for trying (: ) so wn brought along a guider and bandaged my foot. hahaha. so went down and watched the classes' model's walk their kinda-weird outfits and then community singing or something then it was cheerleading.

it was freaking scary. my ankle didnt die on me, thank God, so i went BUT there wasn't enough space and my ankle started to hurt (sorta) so i didn't dance properly. gosh. super sad. sigh. SERIOUSLY. OF ALL DAYS TO SPRAIN?

anyway after cheerleading it started to swell. anyway i officially love julie jaslyn and wen for staying with me (: and all others who asked about me! <3 and PAWA who promised to register with me but couldn't. humpf. 080808 somemore! tsk tsk. oh wait anyway julie the ankle expert and jaslyn the.. jaslyn helped (:

jaslyn: *presses* does it hurt?
amanda: uh. no.
jaslyn: *presses harder* does it now?
amanda: sort.. of.
jaslyn: *PRESSES HARD* does it hurt?
amanda: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
wen: i guess it means it hurts.

then went to find part as, yada, they were doing weird stuff while waiting for julie and others. ahhaha. anyway MYGOSH _______ took unglam pics of me!!!! still say not unglam. mygoshhhhhhh >: ( lucky i was wearing shorts man. (i do all the time, PHEW) but it was funny(: by then i couldn't walk. that's why in ONE pic my walking style was like damn weird.

julie: you need to master the art of limping.

i know i limp damn unglam ahahahahah xP i can hop faster than i can limp!

anyway went ljs and mygosh the part as are very very sweet. love them loads(: maybe you won't read this but i appreciate it. (exception of unglam pics part) they knew i had to go early so they were like "you can go first" and the queue was super long la. <3 sweet!

then went tuition and i almost DIED climbing the stairs. siti looks SOOO chio with makeup!

amanda: you look so pretty today!
siti: ahhaha thanks!
amanda: you going to see boyfriend right!
siti: yes!

lol(: anyway miss neo saw me and was like "uh.. weird eyeshadow"

cos we put lipgloss on our eyelids and put glitter. AND when Aly put eyeshadown on me i almost freaked out cos i was so sure she's going to poke my eyes out. it's super sharp laa. gah.

anyway i love my classmates+pltnmates officially.

[everyone please take care! watch your step and take one step at a time.. pun intended HEEHEE]

OH. ONE LAST THING. when i was hopping (i can hop fast! like really! shd join olympics ahahahah) to the stage in the hall, mr chia was sitting on the extention stage with some other teachers for some amazing race for tchrs he was like O_O "amanda! what happen to you?" oops. maluating.

KEVIN hahhaa. too bad they don't..
JULIE hahaha i will (: (: thanks!
BZ hmm 3 papers next tues. ahahah.
TEDDY omg. jinx. fell and sprained. foot bandaged. gah.
HUIYI >: ( break my heart leh you =((
CHLOE you sang well la! awesome girl. danced well.. yea right. LOL.


and you didnt know i am still waiting.

TWO HUNDRETH POST! awesome (:

today was kinda retarded FUN(: learnt cheers and stuffs. and then games>_>

we were playing dog and bone. and debbie was giving us questions sitting down, having fun and looking absolutely amused as we circled the bottle and didn't make a move hahaha.

debbie: The month of Amanda's birthday! (May, 5th month, no 5 to run up)
amanda: may! no 5!
lim min: really? may? me?


omggggg. bluff her got money meh. and i heard tiffy yelling from the other end, "IT'S MAY YOU DODOHEADS!" hahahaha. seriously funny. and 8 was called (huiyi) she just stood beside the netball pole (we were on the netball courts) and she shook the pole vigourously and yelled "no 8! no 8!" and me and cheryl were like, "uhh that's you."


anyway(: important life lessons learnt today (from what i observed, for that matter)!

#1 if you don't know anything, just keep your mouth shut.
#2 be careful what you wish for.
#3 majority is not always right.

I think i'm kinda dead. Cheerleading's tmr and i haven't learnt the new steps. gahhhh. hope i won't screw up on friday. anyway i think i might quit next year.

<3 NO 200!!!! awesome.

p.s. the patched up part on your head looks like decoration. heh.

life sucks.



and tmr's the last training of the year.

HEE HEE who remembers this from ACES dau last year? lol. maybe i'm the only one >_> (gahh i don't have the aces day shirt. humpf.) anyway maybe its just me but fancy drill ndp`08 looks like the `07's. maybe cos i was like in it so i remember xD and last year's music's nicer.

today's full dress rehearsal was ANNOYING.that slave driver (ooh he looks like a bus driver) kept wanting us to re-do (JUST the flag party) and re-do. omg. AND wanted us to yell our lungs out singing the state song/school song. phooey.

XINYI KEPT TAPPITY TAPPING HER FOOT. my gosh. anyway then there was this HUGE gust of wind and ALL the band's score flew~

anw i bet the people standing at the back on friday will be SUPER BORED. cos they can't see a blessed thing from there. not to mention tall people(ie JERMAINE) who's blocked by taller people (ie SCHOOL POPULATION). ohwell(:

ANYWAY THANK GOD FOR LETTING A MIRACLE HAPPEN TODAY(: yay!

p.s. chloe you should know ;) maybe wed also not enough time then do on thurs! hahahahaha.
p.p.s. I'VE GOT A JOKE OMGOMG IT'S DAMN FUNNY WHO WANNA HEAR IT CAN COME ASK ME IT'S REALLY FUNNY (:

omg i'm like super pissed.

for someone who has been living with me for 15 years, i don't know how this can EVER happen. for one, usage of handphone. okay, whatever. just because they closed off the stupid road for shangri-la nonsense does NOT mean that it is my fault. yea sure, it's my fault that the police are closing the road, my fault that the stupid conference ever took place, my fault you couldn't drive in, my fault that by the time i ran to the stupid tennis courts that it was already so late, my fault that i had training and my phone can't be with me, my fault that i cannot feel the vibration (might i say that i sent my phone for servicing twice and not only did they NOT solve the problem they scratched my phone?). blame it on me. sure.

and on monday. i was having CHEERLEADING, for God's sake. how am i supposed to have my phone with me "close to the body" WHEN YOU HAVE TO SPOT PEOPLE WHEN THEY'RE DOING PYRAMID, JUMP AROUND LIKE SOME INSANE KANGAROO AND DO FORMATIONS?! so yes, it's totally my fault that they don't allow us to un-silent our phone. and yes, it's my fault when my stupid phone didnt vibrate.

oh, gee, let's see, it's all my fault.

--

AND THAT ANNOYING MUGGER JUST HAD TO DO THIS TO ME. TO US. i think mugging whacked her brains out or something.

there is a limit to how much someone can take. and i realised i can take alot. seriously.

and we'll pray.

NDP! the whacky cheer. hmm i didnt know they were into hiphop/rock. hahaha. and YES this is the song that the cheerleaders will use. 3 from each house, 15 in total. i'm like the THIRD TALLEST can. mygoshh. so when standing in a straight line i'm somewhere at the back before bouncing away hahaha. anyway. i sincerly hope the person i'm spotting will not fall (rachel!). but oh well i didnt do all those pushups in ncc for nothing xD originally i wanted to split in front but HAHA doesn't matter xD

but for monday's full dress i'll go for the NCC one (: p.s. on monday some cheerleaders will be leading in doing steps for ndp please please join in or else we'd look super suaku laa. PLEASE (: hmm on monday i shall make my platoonmates do it. LOL. kk whatever heh.

p.s. whoever has that whacked out cheer-song send me k. need to prac.
p.p.s. TONIGHT!!!!! THE VOICE!!!!! DEBBIE MUST GO WATCH(: it's like super nice. one girl dies and her good fren starts hearing her voice. omy. kk i shall go brush my teeth and grab my blankets.
p.p.p.s. SEE. THERE'S SUCH A THING CALLED 放飞机!

bye! [and yj if you see this i want you to command next assembly! chloe if you're reading this WORK YOUR MAGIC.]