navigate using the bars above
I could stay awake just to hear you breathin'
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wonderin' if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever
I don't wannna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time Yeah yeah yeah
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep Cause I'd miss you babe And I don't wanna miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you babe And I don't wanna miss a thing I Don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep Cause I'd miss you babe And I don't wanna miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you babe And I don't wanna miss a thing Don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep And I don't wanna miss a thing
Tonight will be the night that i will fall for you all over again.
♥AMANDA
010593
NCC Air Pioneers (Part Ds`o9)}
Specialist [Hurricane 1]
Senior Specialist [Echo 3]
WADDLE cheerleading
Quarter Master | Treasurer
17th tallest person in company(: (:
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm dainty and dirty; not a trace.
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl.
And a beautiful one too
RANDOM FACTS
ONE I am a girl
TWO proud to be in the elite unit of RGS NCC Air and be their CSM
THREE and loves to eat ice cream with fries
FOUR or fries in burger (whichever is available)
FIVE loves going out to window shop but wishes she has more money D:
SIX and still waiting to buy a pullover (and get that plushie as promised)
SEVEN got crushed by the MRT tapping gate door thing thrice
EIGHT and has a phobia for it.
NINE still loves cheerleading with all her heart
TEN and sings in the bathroom :D
ELEVEN hates to be held by the wrist
TWELVE and NO ANONYMOUS TAGGERS PLEASE.
THIRTEEN thirteen's not a lucky number so don't write anything here
FOURTEEN and i'm running out of things to say
FIFTEEN so that concludes this long long list (finally!)
♥ cheerleading
♥ Mayday!
♥♥ Pioneer batch of RGS NCC Air
♥♥ My beautiful family
♥ Pullover
♥ Blue full length leggings
♥ Ballet flats
- that MRT gate thing.. when will it close on me?
- August. something bad happens every August:
X August 2005 - drowned my first handphone (washing machine)
X August 2006 - ditto second handphone
X August 2007 - lost my wallet in a taxi
X August 2008 (yes, on the day of Beijing Olympics) - sprained my ankle. (which meant i can't do NatDayParade flagbearing/cheerleading properly..)
[door] ------ family ----- -us-
so, the lights were dimmed, but the door was open. there was a LOT of light.
amanda: i dare you to pass the message to close the door.
miranda: no way! 5 dollars?
amanda: just DO IT lah.
so then miranda did it. then it passed all the way. one woman stood up. then she walked to the door.. closed it.. then she WHIPPED her head around and glared at us.
woah. chill, woman.
quote of the day
@k!d :tHe* g!@nt $T!ck hUm@n (-1) says:
and by the way, it takes 12 seconds to kill a man
@k!d :tHe* g!@nt $T!ck hUm@n (-1) says:
however, it takes 11seconds for an average man to counter
bryan} so says you in perfect spelling and grammar (:
gaptor} who's that directed to? lols.
hy} obs? pulau ubin? oO nicee. and your joke.. *brrr* btw you go get your hearing checked k..
weikit} LOLS!
kevin} you go join hy in your clapping madness(:
btw if i don't reply, that's cos my messages reached the limit. yea. those who are overseas now.. come back soon ):
first response:
kevin; one of us, one of them says:
amanda momma chan? : O
second response:
zfeng says:
hi amanda momma chan
third response:
†Benlet™• says:
AMANDA MOMMA CHAN!
everyone but the guilty party involved. twelve seconds. to be broken up into 3 4-seconds excruciating parts.
i can't wait ;D
benlet} SELF DENIAL LAH lol.
bryan} not receive.. received!! past tense! tsktsk XD
it must be weird doing it with your good friend, that's all i can say.
anyway my horoscope for today was:
you get some deeply weird news early on that leaves you feeling funky for most of the day but it's not all that bad. you know deep down that things are right where they are supposed to be
wow. okay. i'm starting to believe it..
and then, yesterday i got PRANKED by a call. ugh><
nice one.
Beverly Hills Chihuahua is the BOMB(: k it is kinda retarded too. heh. but whatever it was totally cool (: ME AND MIRANDA LOVE DELGADO <33333 oh well now all i need is a delgado to save me.
then.. weikit came and left with bryan, so me and miranda PLAYED at the playground (: it was FUN and we spun round and round at some nonstop thingy and we were practically screaming for help because it was SO FAST and we didn't know how to stop it.
and everyone ignored us. sheesh.
oh well(: i know SOMEONE'S gonna watch Winx Club. LOL. tell me what happens.. if your brain doesn't burst (:
oh God please.
I'm a house of cards
in a hurricane
simple plan's i'd do anything
Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight
This could be the one last chance
To make you understand
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you
Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back
So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting
This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you
as compared to simple plan's anything:
These days I can't help but wonder why
I stick to my illusions to carry on
I'm so ashamed to dream of you
I guess that your out of my league
How I wish that someday
I could belong to your world
Really wish that someday
You'd just take me away
I'll do anything
To hold you in my arms
You look at me, you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'll do anything
To fall asleep with you
I know I'm not that cool
So maybe I should just forget you
Now you set your eyes on me
I turn myself around to see
When your eyes meet mine you'll say
Sorry, then you'll look away
How I wish that someday
I could belong to your world
Really wish that someday
You'd just take me away
I'd do anything
To hold you in my arms
You look at me, you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I know I'm not that cool
So maybe I should just forget you
I close my eyes
There's nothing I can do to get you
You're on your own
I close my eyes
There's nothing I can do to get you
You're on your own
I'll do anything
To hold you in my arms
You look at me, you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I know I'm not that cool
I'm not that cool
even the tune is the same for the first two lines of lyrics. seriously. the lyrics are coloured for reference..
"We found you a potential match on SpeedDate.
dreamerxxx is 28 and from Singapore.
Click here to learn more about dreamerxxx, and send a flirt if you want."
GOOD RIDDANCE.
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone
I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?
So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie
I know you're nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
Your love is just a lie
now they have the 45th year thingy, and my mom is laughing and laughing. LOL(:
kevin} don't undermine the psychicness! :D
HY} hahahahaha any more? (: i bet that's your favorite quote too.. hahah
julie} HAHA yes it is MILDLY amusing. isn't that right, *? ;D
wk} hahaha i'll make you (:
HY} very very cute song and no, 1:15 is NOT suggestive! they just roll over and over on the grass.. what were YOU thinking..? HMMMMM.
bryan} OH HMM you were saying something along the lines of.. ignoring your tag? XD hahahah wrongggg!
You were all the things I thought I knew
All our memories so close to me
Just fade away
Is it really just another crush?
‘Cause I tried and tried to walk away
‘Cause the possiblity
That you would ever feel the same way
I thought we could be
And I just can’t pull myself away
Under a spell I can’t break
I should know
That you’re not gonna change
It’s a long road
When you face the world alone
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
But time's been healing me and I say good-bye...
'Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like we used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
'Cause someone makes me whole again
He's all that i need.
the sweetest sin
AT SHOOTING
i got a blister from trying to switch from Safe to Semi. i know you think it's remotely impossible but then again, i proved it wrong. so yeah i got this giant blister so my platoonmates decided to save me.
eewen: haiyo let's go to the medic truck.
jaslyn: *agrees* yeah let's go ask them for a blister.. i mean, uh, a plaster.
everyone: O_O
-walks to medic van-
eewen: can we have a plaster?
the guy: uh... *calls to guy lying down inside van* ehh got plaster?
the lying down guy: i duno..
the guy: go ask the medic.. he's over there *points*
YA I'M SURE. MEDIC VAN NO PLASTER.
[btw their plaster brand is Cosmoplus+ and the colour is pus yellow. how.. intriguing.]
AT INTERVIEW
amanda: i try to put myself in other's shoes-
interviewer (can't rmbr name ><): not smelly meh?
amanda: wha.. *--"* figuratively......
yay thanks for those few who keep my tagboard alive (: loved reading your tags! [and yes, i really did laugh, hui yang.]
VERY IMPORTANT
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [Shepherdess] says:
RARGH LEG NUMB
[c=#404048][b]Marksman Briskar[/b][/c] says:
XD
[c=#404048][b]Marksman Briskar[/b][/c] says:
omgosh you okay?
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [Shepherdess] says:
i probably need to amputate my leg
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [Shepherdess] says:
nothing much
[c=#404048][b]Marksman Briskar[/b][/c] says:
eh seriously
[c=#404048][b]Marksman Briskar[/b][/c] says:
you alright?
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [Shepherdess] says:
speaking of which
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [Shepherdess] says:
that time at endau
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [Shepherdess] says:
you had TOE CRAMP
[c=#404048][b]Marksman Briskar[/b][/c] says:
yea i did
[c=#404048][b]Marksman Briskar[/b][/c] says:
no lah not toe cramp
[c=#404048][b]Marksman Briskar[/b][/c] says:
foot cramp
[c=#404048][b]Marksman Briskar[/b][/c] says:
hehehe
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [Shepherdess] says:
NO
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [Shepherdess] says:
you were HOPPING ARD
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [Shepherdess] says:
yelling
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [Shepherdess] says:
TOE CRAMP TOE CRAMP
[c=#404048][b]Marksman Briskar[/b][/c] says:
i was?
[c=#404048][b]Marksman Briskar[/b][/c] says:
hehehehe
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [Shepherdess] says:
you.. wait
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [Shepherdess] says:
i get evidence
-- AND THEN.. --
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [Shepherdess] says:
hey julie
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [Shepherdess] says:
that time endau
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [Shepherdess] says:
who had what cramp?
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
Darren had toe cramp
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
aft that, in the little hut, Zac also had toe cramp
--LATER, AFTER QUOTING JULIE..--
[c=#404048][b]Marksman Briskar[/b][/c] says:
OH
[c=#404048][b]Marksman Briskar[/b][/c] says:
MY
[c=#404048][b]Marksman Briskar[/b][/c] says:
GOSH
[c=#404048][b]Marksman Briskar[/b][/c] says:
you just got her to say it right
i mean, admit it. i've got skill =D and i took a damn long time to colour code it. ugh.
haha sweet right. yea anyway shooting yesterday! 100m live shoot.
the bus was LATE. huiyi and eewen were singing retarded songs. i joined in later >_>
BUS CAME. at like 12.43. so early. we were supposed to be at Nee Soon by, 12.30. sheesh.
anyway reached then the targets looked kinda near. but couldnt shoot anything. to think my grouping was my best, i got 15cm+ during the semis. oh well ): anyway it was eventful! we forgot how gross the helmets were, because there was SWEAT and OIL and gosh we couldn't clip it in, because it was way too oily. ughh.
and the helmet makes people have HELMET HAIR! (: i know Julie and Superstar has, hahahaha. people like weikit probably don't, because his hair is always one shape, hahaha. anyway.
uhh so we were waiting and waiting, then this Daniel See clt came with jellies and asked us to read. i rmbr him very, very clearly because he gave us forks to eat. i mean, JELLIES? FORKS? so for the first time, i ate my jelly with a fork. then huiyi couldn't finished, so i nicely squished it for her(:
and there're little black dots in the jelly.
okay whatever then in front those schools started passing those food packets, and julie bullied me into giving acs them. oh well shaun was nice and took them(: then.. they had to fall in so he returned it back to me. k so i shoved them into the poor food IC [Daniel See XD]'s hands, heh.
SHOOTING! oh well Detail 11, Lane 11. Canadian Bull.. oh well that's my best so yeah okay. rapid shoot, like only 4? snap target was my worst. Superstar had IA, yet still got 10/12. like, it's totally crazy. my idol (:
then RAIN RAIN RAIN. poor visibility blablabla. huiyi's too tall for the foxhole please. one girl super cute, she kept jumping up and tiptoeing cos she can't see over the foxhole. super cute! XD anyway THE FOXHOLE FLOODED. i swear it looks like a coffin. lucky i never watch the movie. then RAIN CAME IN
AND CAME IN
AND CAME IN
THEN A COCKROACH CAME IN
i was the first to see it to i yelled and jumped out of the hole >_> huiyi's one cannot miss, she "EEEEEEEEARABAHDANDAODHBAD" and came out.
Jaslyn: Centipede
Julie: a live water cockroach. or a mutated cockroach. cos got damn long legs. then fly out. luckily not toward's huiyi's direction.
Amanda: Dead cockroach. and two orange flavoured mentos.
Huiyi: a half dead cockroach. Two guys in blue shirts came in to stomp on it.
k interviews today. [oh yea btw we got into semis for shooting XD and david if you're reading this don't suan me about my shooting]
and CHS WAS LATE >: ( go to weikit's blog to see why they were late. have a gigantic picture somemore hahahha. oh well saw some old friends, blablabla, and we (girls) can't go unless there's a teacher officer.
Yeah Yeah Yeah x4
I love air
but i gotta stay true
ncc got me on my knees
im begging please stop playing games
the female officers
please say you will go
just like you knew you would
i dont know what you do
but you do it well
we all wanna go
Chorus
You got me begging you for mercy
why wont you just sign up
you got me begging you for mercy
Pearce Air Base is really cool
I said just go pleaseeeee~
Now you think that i
will be something on the side
but you got to understand
that i need a
who can take the girls yes i do
i dont know what this is
but why is it always
the girls are so suay
i dont know what you'd do
but i really think
female clt can already
HQ's got me begging you for mercy
Pearce air base is calling me
you got me begging you for mercy
we won't get bullied
I said you'd better release yeah yeah yeah
Im begging you for mercy
yes why wont you release me
im begging you for mercy
then again, we might not even get in. sigh.
yesterday went to celeste's house, and JULIE WAS LATE! HAH! last night she's like,
"amanda, tmr 9pm. don't be late."
AND SHE'S LATE XD hahahaha it's like some self-fulfilling prophecy man! then went to her house (celeste's) and riko started barking like siao. super loud! crazy. and he's super addicted to socks :O cute shiba inu (:
then saw her brother.. everyone agreed he looks like darren (ng) and his portrait looks like JT. sigh jaslyn refused to comment, oh well!
nevermind it was super funny, her room was on the top floor.
[from first floor]
mom: remind liting to call for pizza!
[from third floor (DOOR WAS CLOSED!!)]
celeste: I KNOW!
-5 min later-
maid comes in: liting order pizza!
celeste: yeah i know.
-15 min later-
tiffany: i'm hungry.
celeste: okayokay call pizza.
-calls..-
brother comes in: celeste order pizza.
celeste: ORDER ALREADY!!
the call was the BEST. tiffany made the call (closest to phone) and it was HILARIOUS. well ordered hawaiian and i wanted crispy thin, so yeah.
tiffany: blablabla, crispy thin large hawaiian.
phg (pizza hut guy): blabla
tiffany: *psst* ehh no crispy thin.
celeste: okay tell him pan pizza!
tiffany: um pan pizza then.
amanda: eh pan pizza is in PAN we want LARGE pizza..
celeste: tiffany!!! tell him normal large!
tiffany: what the.. SHHH.
celeste: no wait large pan pizza! tiffany tell him large pan pizza!
amanda: PAN PIZZA IS PAN SIZED, how can have a large pan pizza??
celeste: *flaps hands frantically* eh eh tiffany tell him large normal pizza!! large normal!!!
tiffany: -hangs up- WHAT??????? that guy was like, "ARE YOU MRS WEE?" (celeste's surname is wee) and i said YES because i didn't bother saying NO IM TIFFANY.
-everyone collaspes in exasperated laughter-
amanda: gosh hahaha TIFFANY WEE!! aw you should have gone 'no i'm not mrs wee. I AM MR WEE.'
so tiffany is now tiffany wee bte sher ni (:
[did i ever mentioned Mr Lim thought Tiffany was malay?
mr lim: tiffany tomorrow no need fast already right?
tiffany: O_O
jaslyn: is it a joke?
mr lim: OH NO sorry sorry i thought you malay..
and mr lim is tiffany's BIO TEACHER. hahaaha.]
oh well we got things done(: and super alot thanks to bryan, weikit and benson for telling me about the dateline! you guys really saved our lives (:
[AJ]
She keeps her secrets
In her eyes
She wraps the truth
Inside her lies
Just when I can't say
What she's done to me
She comes to me
And leads me back to paradise
She's so hard to hold
But I can't let go
[Chorus]
I'm a house of cards
in a hurricane
A reckless ride
In the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain
Is all I wanna feel
She'll dance away just like a child
She drives me crazy
Drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles
[Howie]
She smiles
[Brian]
Maybe I'd fight if I could
It hurts so bad
But feels so good
She opens up just like
A rose to me
When she's close to me
Anything she'd ask me to
I would
It's out of control
But I can't let go
[Repeat Chorus]
When she looks at me
I get so weak
[Repeat Chorus]
--
apparently the DJ said "girls, this is what you don't know about guys."
right.
so yea, went in, played with their toys and stuff. so one day innocent me was playing on the floor, then the white dog walked past AND THEN, don't ask me what happened, i vomitted over the dog.
ew.
then the dog, TOOK MY BELOVED MICKEY MOUSE CAP, brought it to the rottweiler, and it started chewing my cap ): like, SO ANNOYING. then my uncle saved it. it was growling like anything.
ah well that's good memories. i mean, the only other trait is that he is a chain smoker. like, two packs in one night kinda person..
oh well memories are meant to be kept close to everyone's hearts. and no tears will be shed, because we all know you're safe home with Lord now.
Bryan} cool creativity huh.
HY} oo i thought you were absorbed watching Raffles' Baby or whatever. yeaa haha were you the one that said.. "stop it lah, later amanda come and whack you" or something? hmm. nah doesn't matter i was amused ><
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever
--
Now the hardest thing to do is say
--
Bye bye.
but they just choose to close the door on you.
okay i don't know what i'm saying. ah well.
PK} haha nah it's okay (:
Alvin} great knowing you at sbab!
TL} NOOOO it's called the GATE or the TAP GATE what TAP THING?!
Bryan Seah} cos they have cool costumes XD
HY} hahaha i said it's okay wad! then you didn't want to sit><
This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we're meeting
Will play it like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with
`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to go it all on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It's just like Deja Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I'll be holdin`my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There's gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to go it all on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
You can't give up!
When you're Lookin' for a diamond in the rough
Because you never know when it shows up
Make sure you're holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.
Nobody wants to go it all on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There `s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.
--
this song is NICE (:
bored. sitting here for the past two hours twiddling my thumbs. sigh. sbab was short.
sometimes you just can't stop some things from happening.
[see gone were the days when me and huiyi mixed up simulator with stimulator. go see syfc post.]
so yea i was sitting there, not in the moving one, and i was all, "can i crash the helicopter?"
okay so the pilot was like, "yea okay sure, i bring it higher for you.. let you crash. where you wanna crash?"
trina: NOT THE TREES! NOT THE TREES! (tree girl lah she)
pilot: k the water there can? okay.. here we go.. okay you can crash now.
so i took the thingy, pushed it forward, hell it didn't crash. it turned 720degrees, round and round and round, we were all fasinated :O so we watched the sky turn into the sea and into the sky and into the sea. shit i can't even crash!
so the pilot was nice. guided me step-by-step on crashing a plane. so slowly, steadily, nose dived into water. hey, it was a simulator. but no water splash. no explosion. everything gave way to red light, kinda like a japanese flag with the red sun in the middle.
time to work on the simulated explosion.
i love my pltnmates:)
everyone: oh YUCK it stinks!
jaslyn: it smells like kiwi.
amanda: huh why? it's like my favourite food.
jaslyn: YOU ARE LIKE XINYI. she totally didn't get it. 'why you kiwi your boots? kiwi so expensive leh!' omg.. she thought i said TV also.. kiwi, TV, where got like?!
amanda: actually i thought you said the Chinook smelt like TV too.
jaslyn: huh? but tiffy no smell wad.
amanda: tiffy?!
jaslyn: OH OH TV. not tiffy.
we're meeting at the tap thing first
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
ok
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
call me when you all reach? or else i'll call you when i reach
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
omf you understand what it means by the tap thing??
-- IN THE MEANWHILE --
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
JULIE
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
UNDESTANDS
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
WHAT IS THE TAP THING
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
this is mind boggling.
[Shaltar] says:
HAAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHA
-- back to the other convo.. --
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
yeah... obviously
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
shit
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
lol why?
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
k NEVER MIND
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
XD
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
WHY
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
dont tell me someone told you that then you didnt understand...
-- then i told trina.. --
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
dont tell me someone told you that then you didnt understand...
[Shaltar] says:
HAHAHHAHAHAA
--back to the other convo--
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
heh
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
haha
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
haha its ok ... maybe you dont take mrt often enough to know
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
YOU
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
ARE TALKING
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
TO SOMEONE
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
WHO TAKES TRAIN HOME
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
ALMOST EVERYDAY
[c=#FF108E][b]Amanda![/b][/c] [The fairytale life isn't for me] says:
OF MY SCHOOL LIFE.
i should kill myself. i thought the tap was the water tap. gawn.
Halloween was concluded 11 days ago, and now we have a winner for the UGLIEST, MOST DISGUSTING costume :)
TADA!!!!

thank you very much.
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending.
wife: gimme your damn keys.
I realize the best part of love is the thinnest lace
And it don't count for much but I'm not letting go
I believe there's still much to believe in
So lift your eyes if you feel you can
Reach for a star and I'll show you a plan
I figured it out what I needed was someone to show me
You know you can't fool me
I've been loving you too long
It started so easy
You want to carry on
Lost in love and I don't know much
Was I thinking about
Fell out of touch
But I'm back on my feet
Eager to be what you wanted
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.
[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)
[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed
[Vamp1]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
[Male]
You know when you act like that
I don't think you realize how it makes me look
or feel
[Beyonce]
Act like what
Why are you so jealous
It's not like i'm sleeping with the guy
[Male]
What
[Beyonce]
What
[Male]
I said yo
Why are you so jealous
It aint like I'm sleepin with the girl
[Vamp2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy
And i'm sorry for being so crappy two nights ago. because of one person, i pissed many many people off. but for that person, if you're reading this, which i HIGHLY doubt, don't feel guilty or anything. we still love you, mr chia!
and since i can't say it out loud (more on that at the last part), i shall type it here.
to:
TIFFANY&MIRANDA
sorry for calling you and waking you up just for asking whether you can come for shooting com. you guys sound really really tired and it was about 11.45 so i'm super sorry):
KATHRYN
sorry for pissing your mom off when we called you at 12! ):
JULIE
for staying up with me and having you to call kathryn and piss her mom off. and calling eewen and asking her to give names. and for doing so much for me and making you so terrible. and not being able to be there for you when your sister is being prissy.
[omygosh i'm getting dizzy spells.]
CHLOE
for listening to me rant in my hoarse voice): and you really did touch me with what you say, even though you didn't mean for it to be, haha.
and last and ironically not least,
KEVIN
for everything i put you through, though you still stuck by me and cheered me up with your last sms, haha. you always make me smile at my worst moments. and sorry for not telling you important stuff. yep. sorry for everything.
anyway, i had a throat infection. yesterday my voice was really, really low. it sounds like miley cyrus, so some people said. and whacked out chloe and varsha wanted my voice. okay, i know it's sexy, but you guys are CHOIR GIRLS. hello?! my husky sexy voice??
"my name is Bond. James Bond."
but ah well this morning i woke up and i completely lost my voice. i cannot speak now. at all. no sound comes out. i'm quite scared now.
and my whole world is spinning. literally.
"--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot."
so i realised.
i close my eyes and the flashback starts
i'm standin there
on a balcony in summer air
see the lights
see the party
the ballgowns
see you make your way through the crowd
and say hello
little did i know
that you were Romeo
you were throwin pebbles
and my daddy said
stay away from Juliet
and i was cryin on the staircase
begging you please don't go..
and i said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting
all there's left to do is run
you'll be the prince
and i'll be the princess
it's a love story baby just say yes
so i sneak out to the garden to see you
we keep quiet cuz' were dead if they knew
so close your eyes
escape this town for a little while..
oh, oh
cuz' you were Romeo
i was a scarlet letter
and my daddy said stay away from Juliet
but you were everythin' to me
i was begging you please don't go..
and i said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting
all there's left to do is run
you'll be the prince
and i'll be the princess
it's a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me
they're tryin to tell me how to feel
this love is difficult
but it's real
don't be afraid
we'll make it out of this mess
it's a love story baby just say yes
oh, oh, oh
i got tired of waitin'
wonderin if you were ever comin around
my faith in you was fadin'
when i met you on the outskirts of town
and i said
Romeo save me
i've been feelin' so alone
i keep waitin for you
but you never come
is this in my head
i don't know what to think
he knelt to the ground
and pulled out a ring
and said
marry me Juliet
you'll never have to be alone
i love you and that's all i really know
i talked to your dad
you'll pick out a white dress
it's a love story baby just say.. yes
oh, oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh, oh
cuz' we were both young when i first saw you
i got an excellent for my abiding for school rules thing :D i mean, besides the occasional sleeping in class, once a while eating/smuggling chocolate meiji milk (not anymore cos of melamine), the rare ankle socks.. oh and once in a blue moon messaging in class.. i HAVE been a pretty good girl. a model student, like some tchr wrote. sweet :D
yes then growie you totally screwed me for the sex thingy! the "evaluates consequences of pre-marital sex". still have the cheek to say 'amanda.. you need to control..' >: (
This was how i felt all night. Very sick ): freezing under my blankets though i was sweating. sighhs.
[37.8 is not a fever, right?]
Yeah, for those of you that want to know what we're all about
It's like this y'all (c'mon!)
[Chorus]
This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!
Mike! - He doesn't need his name up in lights
He just wants to be heard whether it's the beat or the mic
He feels so unlike everybody else, alone
In spite of the fact that some people still think that they know him
But fuck em, he knows the code
It's not about the salary
It's all about reality and making some noise
Makin the story - makin sure his clique stays up
That means when he puts it down Tak's pickin it up! let's go!
Who the hell is he anyway?
He never really talks much
Never concerned with status but still leavin them star struck
Humbled through opportunities given to him despite the fact
That many misjudge him because he makes a livin from writin raps
Put it together himself, now the picture connects
Never askin for someone's help, to get some respect
He's only focused on what he wrote, his will is beyond reach
And now when it all unfolds, the skill of an artist
It's just twenty percent skill
Eighty percent fear
Be one hundred percent clear cause Ryu is ill
Who would've thought that he'd be the one to set the west in flames
And I heard him wreckin with The Crystal Method, "Name Of The Game"
Came back dropped Megadef, took em to church
I like bleach man, why you have the stupidest verse?
This dude is the truth, now everybody be givin him guest spots
His stock's through the roof I heard he fuckin with S. Dot!
[Chorus]
They call him Ryu The Sick
And he's spittin fire with Mike
Got him out the dryer he's hot
Found him in Fort Minor with Tak
Been a fuckin annihilist porcupine
He's a prick, he's a cock
The type woman want to be with, and rappers hope he get shot
Eight years in the makin, patiently waitin to blow
Now the record with Shinoda's takin over the globe
He's got a partner in crime, his shit is equally dope
You wont believe the kind of shit that comes out of this kid's throat
Tak! - He's not your everyday on the block
He knows how to work with what he's got
Makin his way to the top
People think its a common owners name
People keep askin him was it given at birth
Or does it stand for an acronym?
No he's livin proof, Got him rockin the booth
He'll get you buzzin quicker than a shot of vodka with juice
Him and his crew are known around as one of the best
Dedicated to what they doin give a hundred percent
Forget Mike - Nobody really knows how or why he works so hard
It seems like he's never got time
Because he writes every note and he writes every line
And I've seen him at work when that light goes on in his mind
It's like a design is written in his head every time
Before he even touches a key or speaks in a rhyme
And those motherfuckers he runs with, those kids that he signed?
Ridiculous, without even trying, how do they do it?!
[Chorus - repeat 2x]
Benlet} heh thanks i will.
Huiyi} SINCE WHEN DO I HAVE UNGLAM MOMENTS? nonsense :D
Yongmei} SKELETON PIGGGGG! (:
i made this giant giant aeroplane with NCC AIR on it. written across the wings in stenciled style writing. heheh. brings back memories, doesn't it? ;D yep so was sitting down at the koi pond (lousy space because half of us were sitting behind the freaking pillar. okay fine, me and tiffany. whatever.)
yep then mrs wee came and said,
"oh, that's really nice! which cca are you from? math club? science club?"
sheesh!
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